Warrior continues

After getting through with “warrior of light”.
i now required something which was more to the point and needed less

interpretation and related to me directly.
as the problem with the latter, wass that, it wanted teh reader to

interpret things o his own way and convenience. had given lot of

flexibility to interpret things in your world, i t was universal book.
I required some thing specific.

From the library i got a good lokking ,book , titled, secrets of mind

power., Author i had not heard about him , Harry Lorayne. in fact iknew

none of those kind of authors.It had a heading stating that “over 250,000

copies sold. well i had gathered my self , thinking that its the moment

of i would pick it up now , i might just read it , but if i try to find

some thing else i might never one.

It came to me in a rather proper time, i had ,as i had said before ,

tried to unlearn things, to make space for some new things.

It went on to be one of the best books as i was in agreement with it.

I will breif about it in my next blog.
Well some thing i have taken up after a log no, yoga. its facinating to

know that lot many people have actully taken up yoga in teh urban areas.

In my known world i see most of the adults of age 35-45 have taken this

up. And fat girls and boys have taken up. My reason for taking up was a

bit different. Its a ‘perverseness’ in cricket commentary terms

,consistancy.

Well i have been sleeping less aswell, andi want m self to adjust to

that, as i am preparing myself to work hard, by working hard.
only thing remains is the intelligent work preperation. Which i miss

upon.

there is a pattern given for the speeches by Dr. liefchild :
begin low, speak slow;
take fire, rise higher;
when most impressed,
be self-possessed;
at the end wax warm;
and sit down in a storm;

i will try this in my blog sooner or later.

Warrior of Light

As i Promised , i will tell you about what i read this summer .

A book usually described as :
title : Manual of the Warrior of Light.
Author : World renouned , author of  ‘The Alchemist” ,Paulo coelho.
Its a translation in english from the book originally written in Portugese.

I actually pick it up becuase it looked nice and well bound, looked less used.
To add to it,not being a enormous reader, i felt nice about the fact that i knew the author.
I was loking something for soul feeding. The author mostly write about things which has relevence to the topic i desired to readfor the above mentioned purpose.

What’s in it ?
Exquisite style ,the book has one-liner on the left page and small discription of that on the right page. they are said to be the rules to be followed by the warrior of light.
Big question who is the ” Warrior of light” ?
Answer is simple , the prologue describe who can be called as a warrior of light.

read that book and find out if areyou the one.

is a unusual self help book , it helps you in the way that no one knows that its a self help book , and nobody will comment on it, as one fears from this fact the most.
so its a well disguised self help book.

I cherished every word of it.

I have few more to go. ‘One step at a time’ the book says a warrior of light must take.
I follow it .

After BAD Exams , What i did to Recover

I got my much anticipated and awaited result.

Donot go on the adjectives i have used, it was anticipated that it would not be good.
But i had nothing to react at , as i got 5.12. I am happy about it ,as it atleast adds upto to what i had aimed at in the worst case, EIGHT.

Its may be called as a descent recovery. i was not expecting myself to even pass through all subjects, but some favour,some emotions, some luck, just made it happen.

Afterall that I had stopped every thing i did , i mean other than essentials.
i set myself up for resalising nothingness.

First week after exams, i did literally nothing, worried about my future plans nad results. In the meantime, Rasika mam asked me to meet one day with all my plans this summer. Unfortunately, that day tshe MEt with an accident and i could not meet her.That day i got some clue.

Clue: Planning was what i was lacking.

Second week , i realised that i need to sort things out ie. find all the errors that i made.
to reach the state i am in , i mean to find all the state variables taht were responsible for that state.

I found I was terribly unorganised, that’s “MEssI”, [Opps wrong spelling means a lot].
I was using my brain to the extent possible to useless thoughts,because I had lost control
of my thoughts. Most importantly,I had no specific goal,rather the goals circled around my thoughts rather that than the thoughts aroungd the goal .

I realised i needed to read , required soem soul feeding [as it is often called].

If you are in ahmedbad, you might know about the famous library , M J library[ Maneklal Jethabhai pustakalaya ],near Gujrat college.My parents are member there it is a public library , maintained by AMC, nominal membership fee of 150/- for life time , i donot thing some one has to think about spending that much for a life time membership.

I had done Quiet a lot of reading since then.
I can brief them in my next blogs comming in few days.